D. J. :
She’s a beautifully plain girl who daydreams nightly about a life she’ll never lead.
God, laughter, music, friends, marshmallows, lollipops, mochi and bread are some things that make up her everything. (:
a bundle of topsy-turvy contradictions, she loves every merry minute of her singlehood. (:
also, someone once told her our prayers were like our love letters to God. so here they are. (:

Wishes for never-ending laughter &for forever to meet no end.

Let's sing You a love song for i'm coming back to the Heart of Worship, where it's all about You.

DANIELLE. DANNY. FENG SHUI. FION. INEZ. TINGJUN.

Lovedrops♥
x x x x

i've been so busy lazy cranky sleepy -- well, generally in too much of a 'can't be bothered' mood to update about my life.

so i suppose this blog got rather stagnant ever since i started my first semester at uni.

UNI.

gosh, it seemed like forever away. being a one step at a time sort of person, it seemed almost an entire flight of stairs away.
yet here i am now.


felt slightly nostalgic for some time.
not exactly for my secondary school days or anything (though i do miss it) but perhaps for a time i didn't appreciate enough or perhaps took for granted.
so when it suddenly hit me that i've lost something that i'll perhaps never have again, or even if i do, for that short moment have the privvy to, *shrugs* have another chance (?), it'll never be the same.
heck.
it is no longer the same.
well, to me, that is.

i'm not one for regrets.
i'll live with the choices i've made, whether or not the outcome has been desirable. i mean, since i don't have a time machine, there's nothing i can do about it anymore, so why not just deal with it? it's so much easier than slowly drowning in a pool of 'what ifs' and 'if onlys'.


well, i've since learnt to move on; to let go. (:
perhaps what i've missed wasn't you, per se, but more of your constant presence.
but i'm fine now, at least for the moment.
sure, sometimes my heart feels as if it's playing heavy metal in my chest,
but i'll move on again.

thank you for everything you have given me. (:
&i'll miss you,


life can be a myriad of colours if only you knew where to look;




&here i finish another subchapter in my life.

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